natural liking for someone or something both fulfillment and longing, it does bring you are captivated and you don’t know why it doesn’t fit with obvious logic, but you still try you’re drawn to things that have a certain appeal or to people because of how they make you feel a four-legged friend who is eager to please the solicitous demeanour which puts you at ease the open countryside and quaint simple folk the obvious grin and chuckle on your inside joke ...
at times you are distant, even when with the crowd though you are really not, sometimes you do seem proud powerful like the tempest and gentle like the breeze you navigate places and people with such quasi-ease you are totally fatalistic and that’s how you choose to see your multifarious affiliations, they are just meant to be affinities come and go, but some things stay the same how you give, what you get and how you play the game ...
a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause you continue to tread the usual path, despondent, but without a pause when? where? how? and why? did all of this have to start who has put you in this quandary? your mind? or is it your heart? you want to wish away this frenzy, things should be steady, even slow but what is the solace that you seek? i think, even you do not know ...